some days there's nothing there other days i love you too much :[

hate that i love you

 

it's irrelevant to dwell on the past.. . but its hard not to

black eyed peas

where is the love?


i hate that word but where is it loll i think i deserve some real love right about now come on New York throw me a bone!

back!

so i returned to nyc from home i had a good spring break a week wasn't long enough though i didn't realize how much i missed my family and friends until i got to the airport and said goodbye a part of me didn't want to get on the plane but i did i told myself i had to go back to nyc and make my dreams come true and now im here.


it feels really bittersweet being here but im dealing i like my classes this quarter and teachers, well so far i like everything i really like my schedule though i plan to spend all day tomorrow on doing all my homework for my five classes idk how long thats going to take but i have to do it i have to pass every class so i can graduate soon and start journalism school next year at nyu hopefully"hopefully"!

message in a bottle

"I hope all is well and the good is the forgiven....stay blessed and happy and looking towards a successful future...take Q!"

that is what my first love wrote to me on facebook today after a year of not talking. in my past post you guys know ive talked about my first love all the time & how hurt i was and couldnt let go etc but today when i read that message i felt at peace. i felt myself really letting him go i guess all this time all i needed was closure and i finally got it and i really feel at peace.

now all  have to do is figure out what im going to write back apart of me wants to just let it all out, apart of me just wants to be peaceful back & another part of me wants to just delete the message.. .i know im going to write back but just not yet i dont want to say the wrong thing.

we'll see.. .

be back soon i promise!

New Home

a lot has happened since my last post. a lot has changed. well nothings really changed except that i moved to new york. yes i know i finally made it, its been a long time coming right? all i did was transfer campuses but i still attend the art institute.

life in the city is crazy but it feels like home, already.

hopefully i finish ai in a year and a half then can move on to a school journalism