forever

CHARMED!

i had fun today at the beach im getting better with my camera too

Justin

i love this picture of ms.Badu

some pictures from a day at school

these photos are from 03/13/10 was from the surgery i had when i was jumped and robbed that morning they took my ipod & iphone and broke my jaw this is a situation that ill remember forever right now as we speak i have my jaw wired shut and have to drink soup out of a straw for about 5more weeks smh this is to everyone out there that say"thatll never happen to me" before because it just might!

so now that i have my car back i can finally get an internship at a fashion magazine something ive been really wanting to do i hope everything falls into place for me im trying to make my dream come true and live my life for me and stay out of the way of negative and bad things if i can.

pray for me

so in april ill know if i got accepted in FIT i pray everynight that i do, i turned everything in i know my past grades werent that good but i hope they can look past that and give me a chance to prove that i can do good there and make my dreams come true. so right now all i can do is wait and i hope when i get that letter in the mail its an acceptance letter!

okay so ive been gone for a long time and you guys have missed a lot. so i started school on feb 16th yay me another semester at smc. my first day was going good i liked my speech class but then as i was walking across the campus i seen my first love with their new boyfriend. now in november09 me and my first love stopped talking so seeing them with someone who they never told me about threw me for a loop. i didnt wanna cry or anything like that i was shocked but i had a feeling this was gonna happen because hearing from someone a few weeks previous to that i was told me and my first loves boyfriend went to the same school. but still seeing that face made my heart stop, then hurt like crazy. i admit it i was hurt but then each time i saw them together it got to the point where it didnt even phase me anymore it got to the point where i would just laugh because it felt like we were on tv.

its crazy because my first love is someone who i never had sex with or never kissed, someone who i thought would always be there and now as the months grow were not there for each other. the day we met 31408 passed the other day and it wouldve been 2yrs but thats in the past i guess. its just crazy to me how life works out but i know ill be okay.

i had to write a post about that since most of my pervious post was about my first love so to let you know where we're at... () thats where loll nothing last forever!