Sometimes we think we know someone close to us only to discover they were hiding a whole other life from us. It's crazy how I've out grown so many people from my past and I now see the reason they didn't make it to my future GOD is good!

What hurts the most is letting go and I've had to let go of the people I loved most, it was for the better though!

Santa Monica;Ca

Santa Monica;Ca around 4:30pm after a day of work at H&M!

what if the world were in black and white and i dont mean racially i mean color wise
absolutely no color at all just black and white
where would fashion be? a world w.o fashion i dont ever want to imagine such a horrible place!

im very nervous right now this admissions essay has me going very crazy i know what to say but i feel like theres so much more to say smh well i wrote it and its getting proofread by a friend of mine then im submitting it and then all i can do is wait to hear wether i was accepted into FIT hopefully i get accepted GOD please be with me and bless my esaay!

also school is starting back for the spring and as you guys know ill be in 8 classes four at smc and four at lattc online im very confident in this though im gonna change my work schedule to weekends and im gonna pick up an internship i know everything will work out i have so much faith in myself and GOD!

goodnight Manhattan :]

closer

"Closer"

Closer to my dreams
It's coming over me

I'm gettin' higher
Closer to my dreams
I'm getting higher and higher
Feel it in my sleep

Some times it feels like I'll never go pass here
Some times it feels like I'm stuck forever and ever

But, I'm going higher
Closer to my dreams
I'm goin' higher and higher
I can almost reach

Some times you just have to let it go (Let it go, let it go)
Leaving all my fears to burn down
Push them all away so I can move on
Closer to my dreams
Feel it all over my being
Close your eyes and see what you believe

I'm happy as long as we're apart
Then I'm moving on to my dreams

I'll be moving higher (Moving higher)
Closer to my dreams
And higher and higher, higher
Feel it in my being (I can feel it flow around me)
I know that I could not go alone (No, no)

I'm moving higher (Higher), oh...
I'm going higher and higher and higher (Higher and
Higher)
Closer to my dreams (Higher and higher, oh...oh...)
I'm moving upward and onward and beyond all I can see
(Stretching out my arms so I can reach)

Feels so close it's like i can just reach
I can feel my dreams (Closer to my dreams)
I'm moving closer to my dreams
I'm moving (Higher and higher) higher and higher
(Higher and higher)
Moving higher, oh...

Some times it feels like you never gon'change (Never gon'change)
But you never choose to walk away