realist shit i've ever seen loll

2010 :]

okay so I'm not finna write this blog off no sad type shit I'ma just say im glad the truth is out and I can continue moving on without feeling bad about it. I'm truely at peace with myself and the company im keeping its about to be 2010 and I know everybody always says their about to change for the new year well I'll just say I'm changing now while were still in 2009. I got rid of all the old problems in my life. GOD only knows what's ahead of me for 2010 but I feel like its gonna be a good year finishing up school in california and starting a new life in New York. I don't want to jinx myself but next year will be a good year!

GOD is good!

tomorrow were taking Christmas pictures for my grandma me,brittney,byron,&brandon my 3 first cousins I'll post pictures tomorrow! gn Manhattan :]

I should really get started on my fashion blog I've just been so tired but I promise I'll start posting new things on it!

trip to Rodeo

I had to take pictures of the Chanel store for a project in my fashion1 class here are some pictures of our little adventure loll

I usually dont get bored but omfg today was so boring maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I can't wait to be in New York this shit sucks I hate California well not hate but I'm over it!

Gosssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssh its almost Christmas an only childs favorite holiday :]

I'm really bored though and when I get bored I delete stuff like all my buddies on aim even though it was only like 10 people I dont want it anymore and I'm thinking about deleting my facebook I'm just over everything I want NO I need a CHANGE somethings gotta happen soon something good though! GOD pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

fun at school

so the trident gum people came to smc and painted peoples faces to look like the new double layer trident gum and they gave us 20$ you know i got my dub! loll look...

when people bring up birthdays i laugh my ass off at the fact i didnt get anything loll lmfao but "what we got another nigga wont get" lmfao straight bullshit!

spring2010

spring2010 four classes at smc four classes at lattc online
can me and ashley do it? loll yeah we can its all for New York! :]

I have a big ass headache idk why I'm not sleep but i can say that I'm at peace everything is coming together again and moving to New York is so much closer... I'm regular i guess its just i wanna tell someone something but why bother I'm tired just tired of being tired it sucks when the good memories are canceled out by the bad memories smh....

No need to call my phone
I changed my number today
And matter fact
I think I'm moving away
Sorry, the frustration's
Got me feeling that way
And I just keep having
One last thing to say

I just wanna hold you
Touch you, Feel you
Be near you, I miss you
Baby baby baby
I'm tired of tryna fake through
But there's nothing I can do
I can't wait to hate you